Sometimes I forget to be a human. Seriously. I don't know how many people actually read this blog that know me, I assume that not many, but i started this as a way to express my beliefs and feelings, and I have gotten away from that. Too busy posting awesome videos from world star hip hop. I want to get back into the essence of me, my soul, and my heart. Thats what makes me the fucked up artist that I am. Even my own music has taken an impersonal turn for the worse. I need to get back into with the real me and not what i think you want me to be. I need to go back to making music from my heart. As i close this blog entry and this year, i pray that in 09 i find myself. I spent too much time in 08 trying to find someone else that i have lost myself. this is my dedication.